I Don't Even Know Myself

For the upcoming Self Portrait project, I'm drawing blank. The harder I think of what I want to do the less I understand myself. Maybe I should make the project be exactly about that; the fact that I just go with the flow and have no large ambitions as of yet. I found that living life structured and how society and culture expect you to live your life only defeats the purpose of living in the first place. I'd like to do something like an "anti-culture jam." I don't know if I'd actually film something or just use found footage to express my extreme dislike of almost every part of this world. Whatever I'm going to do, I'd better figure it out fast.